Blue Fire is both blessing and curse.
A gift from the gods, its mystical light and energy powers and protects the land of Nevyana, but it also divides her people into three distinct groups. In the wrong hands, it becomes a formidable weapon. When sacred objects for channelling Blue Fire are stolen, sworn enemies Petra, Amlinn, and Jin set out to find them, and their paths converge on a collision course with the truth. Can they bridge the centuries old division between their communities? Or will their search for the truth and the explosive power of Blue Fire signal the end of Nevyana?
Published by Rebelight.
Flames of Nevyana
By Edward Willett
Cabbages and Caravans
“OOF!” WITh A GRUNT, PETRA LIFTED another basket full of cabbages to shoulder-height, wondering how every basket could be heavier than the one before when they all held the same number of cabbages. he lugged the basket to the storewagon. As he dumped the vegetables into the wagon bed, he gave Cort a glare that should have called down Blue Fire from Vekrin and fried the other boy on the spot. But Cort, his fellow Priest-Apprentice, his roommate, and supposedly his friend, remained disappointingly unfried.
he also remained unhelpful while Petra continued to carry cabbages to the wagon. he didn’t even look around to watch Petra work. Cort remained entirely focused on a pretty blue-eyed barefoot serving girl, talking to her in a low voice while she smiled at him and twirled a strand of her long blond hair on her finger.
It seemed whenever Petra and Cort were sent to the market to bring back fresh food for the Temple kitchens, only Petra actually looked at the produce. Cort only had eyes for the girls.
Petra didn’t see much future in talking to some servant lass he’d likely never see again. girls weren’t allowed in the grand Temple of Vekrin. he’d have plenty of time to talk to girls when he turned eighteen in a couple of years. Though still a Priest-Apprentice, he would be allowed to roam the city more- or-less at will during his free time.
It wasn’t that he didn’t think about girls—he thought about them quite a lot—it was just that he couldn’t do anything about those thoughts.
He groaned and threaded his way back through the crowded market sprawled along the east wall of City Primaxis. At the farmer’s canvas-shaded stand, he refilled his basket for the umpteenth time. The Temple cooks required cabbages in rather alarming numbers. The wives and servants who bustled through the market shopping for their household needs could just pick a couple of heads off of the farmer’s table. Petra, and theoretically Cort, had to buy dozens.
This time when Petra returned to the wagon, Cort met him with an empty basket. he put it on the ground and held out his hands. “here, I’ll take your cabbages,” he said brightly. “You take the empty basket and fill it up again.”
Petra stared at him suspiciously. “Are you ill?”
“No, I feel great.” Cort kept his arms outstretched.
Petra handed him the full basket, and Cort’s eyes widened as his arms drooped. “Hey, these things are heavy!”
“Really? I never noticed,” Petra said with cutting sarcasm. He bent over and picked up the empty basket. As he started for the farmer’s stand again, he glanced back. Cort picked up heads one at a time from the basket at his feet and placed them carefully and individually into the wagon, rather than dumping the whole basketful in at once. Petra rolled his eyes and returned to work.
When Petra returned with another full basket, Cort again traded him his empty basket. As he did the time after that. And the time after that. When adding one more cabbage would have caused the wagon to overflow, Petra paid the farmer with silver coins. He returned to the wagon to find Cort standing on the spokes of one of the wheels, fussing over the load. As Petra climbed into the seat and took the reins, the other boy clambered up beside him with a last glance at the cabbages.
Petra looked around. “Where’d that girl go?”
Cort shrugged. “Disappeared!” Then he flashed a grin. “Well, what are you waiting for? Let’s roll! These cabbages aren’t getting any fresher!”
Petra stared at him for a moment. He shook his head and flicked the reins. The placid gray carthorse started a slow plod down the market’s main path, framed by vendors’ stands. Despite Cort’s strange urgency, they couldn’t move quickly through the crowds. The horse, used to the press of humans, was careful not to step on anyone. People got out of the way eventually, but so slowly that foot traffic kept passing them.
At the edge of the market and finally free of the crowds, Petra turned the wagon toward the Great Gate in the north wall, only to find himself facing a new obstacle. A long line of brightly painted wagons trundled straight at him. With no room on the narrow dirt road for two wagons abreast, he urged the long-suffering horse to one side.
“Freefolk!” Cort said. “I didn’t know they were due today!”
“Well, it’s not like they tell the Priests they’re coming,” Petra said. “Since they hate us.”
Cort looked at the cabbages. “I hope they don’t take too long to get out of our way.”
The lead wagon approached, driven by a gray-haired giant of a man whose eyes never turned from the path. Next to him sat a girl about Petra’s age wearing black trousers and a dark green tunic, her long black hair pulled back into a practical ponytail. The blue gem in the hilt of a sheathed dagger at her hip glittered in the sun. So did her blue eyes as they flicked from Cort to Petra, appraising them and dismissing them in the same instant. She turned her gaze forward again as the wagon rolled past.
“Cute,” Cort said. he leaned closer to Petra. “I’ve heard the Freefolk have wanton women who dance naked for Citydwellers,” he whispered. “I wonder if she’s one of them?”
Petra shot him a skeptical look. “Naked?”
“That’s what I heard.”
Petra snorted. “Sounds like wishful thinking.”
“My cousin says he saw it.” Cort scratched the back of his head. “’Course, he might have exaggerated. He does that.”
“Doesn’t matter anyway,” Petra said. “It’s not like we’ll ever see it. Priests of Vekrin are forbidden from entering Freefolk camps. The Great God Vekrin wouldn’t like it.”
Cort sighed. “I know. But a man can dream, can’t he?” He glanced at the cabbages yet again.
Petra watched the rest of the wagons sway and creak past in brilliant colours of red and blue, yellow and green, gold and silver, shining in the sun. Fully enclosed, many had shuttered windows and small chimneys. Most looked like small houses on wheels. A few—grim and gray and sealed and locked—must have carried stores or possibly weapons. And then there were the strangest ones of all, with curving tops completely covered in what looked like sheets of black glass and driven by pairs of stern-looking women in yellow robes.
Petra felt uneasy as those yellow-clad women turned unfriendly gazes his way. Freefolk Wise Women. Priestesses of the goddess Arrica.
Actually, “heretics” was one of the nicer things Citydwellers typically called Freefolk. Other popular slurs were “shiftless,” “thieves,” and “immoral.” Yet despite the mistrust the Citydwellers felt toward the Freefolk, Primaxis depended on them. Visiting Freefolk brought news, travellers, and luxury goods to each city of Nevyana from the other cities that were strung like gems on a necklace along the King’s Highway. Petra couldn’t think of them without hearing the sing-song rhyme children were taught even before they could read. It named each city from south to north: “Primaxis, Otraxis, Trexis, Ceturxis, Pentaxis, Saxtixis, Septixis, Octixis, Nonixis, Desmixis, Viandaxis, Divpaxis, these are the god’s Twelve Cities.”
Only Freefolk could safely camp after dusk outside the walls of the cities and villages. Each night, as they traveled their secret routes through the woods far from the highway, they erected a mystical Fence of Blue Fire to protect them from the depredations of murderous Nightdwellers. Like the Fire Curtain that surrounded the Temple, the Fence would strike dead anyone who touched it. However, the Curtain drew its power from the giant godstone at the Temple’s heart, tons of solid, immovable rock intricately engraved with magical symbols, whereas the Freefolk Fence was portable. The Priests assumed the strange glass-topped wagons had something to do with powering the Fence, but the Wise Women no more told the Priests their secrets than the Priests told theirs to the Wise Women.
Those who didn’t travel with the Freefolk could only hope to survive a night on the road through force of arms, and even that was no guarantee. More than one heavily guarded caravan had vanished without a trace. So too had every expedition of the Unbound, a strange new cult whose members rejected the authority of King and god and goddess alike. The Unbound claimed they were travelling west beyond the mountains to settle a new land, although what kind of settlement could be made with maybe one woman for every ten men, Petra didn’t understand. The cities’ rulers let them go—to rid themselves of troublemakers, Petra suspected. He and Cort had discussed it and figured the Nightdwellers killed and probably ate the Unbound before they’d travelled more than a day or two.
“Uncooked unbound,” Cort had joked. “Yum!”
Two armed men on horseback brought up the rear of the Freefolk caravan. Once they had ridden by, Petra urged the horse back onto the road. They rolled north for a couple of hundred yards, the massive city wall looming to their west, sixty feet tall and ten feet thick. City guards stared down at them from the battlements of the giant round tower at the city’s northeast corner as they rounded it and turned west into the glare of the afternoon sun.
After four or five hundred yards, the road they followed joined the Highway that had been created by the Great God Vekrin himself. Paved with smooth, unbroken white stone that had not cracked or discoloured in all the centuries since it was laid, the highway led from Primaxis to the destroyed city of Divpaxis hundreds of miles to the north. For most of that distance it followed the great River, which also wound through Primaxis before rolling out the southern end of the city into the farmlands and wilderness beyond. The highway bypassed most of the cities, curving around their walls, but it led directly to the great gate of Primaxis. Petra and Cort drove up to that gate, flanked on either side by two more giant towers. About a third of the way up those towers, a matched pair of crossbowmen stood on wooden platforms extending from the stone. They watched the comings and goings below.
The guards who concerned them, though, stood at ground level. They were far from a matched set. The one on the left was tall and stout, the one on the right short and skinny. Both wore red surcoats over silver mail, the surcoats marked with the King’s twelve-pointed golden crown. The same crown also gleamed on the towering timbers of the gate, split in two now that it stood open.
“Hi, you two,” said the bigger of the pair. He grinned. “Got your cabbages, I see.”
“Did you see the Freefolk pulling in?”
“Had to get out of their way on the road,” Petra said. “How long are they here for?”
“A few days.” The guard’s grin widened. “In fact, I’m looking forward to visiting their show tent later tonight.”
“Is it true the girls dance naked?” Cort blurted. Petra winced.
Both of the guards laughed. “Someone’s been telling you tall tales,” said the portly one.
“But they are a bit scantily clad,” the skinny guard put in. “Too bad you lads won’t get to see it.” He winked at his companion.
Cort’s face fell.
The first guard laughed again. “Get on inside, you two. You’ve got starving Priests waiting for those cabbages.” He made a face. “Although personally, I’d rather starve.”
Petra shared his opinion of cabbages but kept the thought to himself. It wouldn’t do for a mere Priest-Apprentice to criticize the Temple’s cuisine. He flicked the reins and drove the wagon through the open gate and up the broad boulevard beyond, which led straight to the King’s Palace atop the hill at the southern end of the city. The Temple lay off to their left about halfway to the palace, isolated in a vast green field serving as a visual reminder that the Priests were a breed apart, that they were concerned with the worship of the Great God Vekrin and not with the everyday mundane concerns of ordinary Citydwellers.
Shops and houses lined the street, but many were shuttered and a few lay in ruin, emptied by the plague that had ravaged City Divpaxis when Petra was a toddler. His mother was among the dead. He had no memory of her.
Each of the cities and every village and town in between had similarly suffered, some even more than Primaxis. Some villages had been completely destroyed—not by the plague but by the Nightdwellers who came swooping in as the defenders fell ill.
Petra and Cort trundled up to the sole gate in the wall surrounding the courtyard in front of the Temple, first passing between the tallest two of the sigil-inscribed posts surrounding the entire complex. At night, the Fire Curtain’s blue glimmer filled the space between each pair of posts, protecting the Temple from any possible attack. Not that either Nightdwellers or Freefolk could possibly penetrate the city to mount such an attack, but the Great God Vekrin’s commandment was clear. Every night, the Fire Curtain must protect the Temple. And so, every night, it sprang to blue, shimmering life.
The Temple itself had a few small doors opening directly into the greensward on three of its sides, making it pretty much impossible to defend when the Fire Curtain wasn’t active. Petra thought the main purpose of the courtyard wall and the guard now holding up a hand to halt them was to keep in wayward Priest-Apprentices.
Petra tugged the reins to stop the wagon. The guard came to his side of the wagon and looked up at him. “You were gone longer than I expected.”
“Held up by the Freefolk caravan.”
The guard nodded. “Right. heard they were here.” He stepped back. “Well, you’d better get those cabbages to the—”
A muffled sneeze came from behind Petra. Startled, he glanced over his shoulder.
There was no one there.
Petra felt a sudden sinking sensation in the pit of his stomach as the guard, eyes narrowed, stepped forward again. “Who sneezed?”
“Sorry!” Cort sniffed and wiped his nose. “Allergic to cabbages!”
“It wasn’t you,” the guard growled. “Or Petra.” He walked down the side of the wagon and peered into the back. Petra gave Cort another scathing look, but once again, to his great annoyance, Vekrin’s Blue Fire failed to incinerate his “friend.”
The guard reached in and shoved a few of the leafy green balls around. His eyes widened. He reached deeper.
“Hey!” A blonde head suddenly erupted through the mounded cabbages—the serving girl Cort had spoken to in the market. “Keep your hands to yourself!”
Petra closed his eyes and clenched his jaw to keep from swearing. He took a deep breath. Then he opened his eyes again and glared at his room- mate. “Really?”
The girl struggled to her feet, standing waist-deep in produce. She pulled a green leaf from her hair and tossed it aside. “Are we inside yet?” she said to Cort. “Can you show me all the wonders of the Temple now?”
Cort looked at the guard. “Ummm . . . I don’t suppose I could convince you she climbed in on her own, and I had nothing to do with…?” His voice trailed off. “No, I didn’t think so.”
The guard picked the girl up by her slim waist, pulled her out of the wagon, and swung her to the ground. “Go home,” he said. “No women allowed in the Temple.”
“Oh.” She sounded disappointed. “But Cort said—”
“Cort,” the guard said, “made a mistake.”
“You can say that again,” Petra muttered.
“’Bye,” Cort said cheerfully to the girl. “I’ll look for you next market!”
The girl gave a tentative wave and then dashed off like a scalded cat as the guard took a step toward her. Then he turned to Petra and Cort. “Deliver your cabbages. Then report to the Master of Apprentices for punishment.”
“Yes, sir.” Petra flicked the reins, and the carthorse lumbered back into motion. Petra glared again at his roommate. “Cort, you—”
“‘If you don’t try, you can’t succeed,’” Cort said, quoting an old proverb. he grinned. “Hey, it almost worked.”
Petra shook his head. Cort would never change. He had a hard time imagining his friend as a full-fledged Priest. I hope the Priesthood survives. Be a shame if centuries of traditions came crashing down because of Cort.
He glanced at the sky. Well, Vekrin hasn’t struck him down with Blue Fire, so I guess He isn’t worried.
They rolled forward to face their punishment.
SEATED NEXT TO HER GRANDFATHER, Clan Leader Dainann, Amlinn watched the bustling market roll past as Grandfather led the Freefolk caravan to its campground outside City Primaxis. Her eyes flicked over two boys about her age who watched them from a gray wagon loaded with cabbages. They wore the blue tunics and trousers of Priest Apprentices. She felt a fleeting pang of sympathy for their sad lives, trapped in the Temple day after day, trapped in the city even after they grew up.
But they disappeared from her mind almost the instant she saw them. With every yard they traveled, the time grew nearer to the premiere of the new dance she had been working on with the Sun Organist, Annjia, since they’d rolled away from City Trexis two weeks before. Last night, in the privacy of the rehearsal tent, he’d told her he’d never seen her dance better. Tonight she would perform the dance for the first time in front of an audience.
Citydwellers. Like the ones in Trexis who—she shook her head. She couldn’t let her anger at what had happened in Trexis affect her performance tonight. She should be thinking only of her dance, not of those who would witness it. But first, she had to think about chores.
Leaving the market behind them, the wagons rolled into the open meadow where the Freefolk had camped from time out of mind. Every city had a similar clearing outside its walls, and every Clan knew it intimately. The wagons spread out, each to its accustomed place, and the Freefolk set about making themselves at home.
For Amlinn, that meant jumping down and seeing to the horses, freeing them from the shafts of the wagon, giving them a good brushing, and then feeding them the mixture of oats and corn they’d earned. Once they’d been groomed and fed, she would release them to graze in the corral that was even then being erected from rope strung between posts driven into the ground.
Grandfather hopped down the moment the wagon stopped moving and headed off to talk to the outriders and hear their reports. The outriders ranged ahead, behind, and to each side of the caravan, watching for unusual activity, especially signs of Nightdweller activity. He returned from his conversation with them just as Amlinn tugged a heavy feed sack out of the storage compartment in the bottom of the wagon. She let it thud to the ground and then undid the hook holding the hinged compartment open. It banged shut. “There’s only one more sack of feed left, grandfather,” she said, looking up at him.
“We’re all short because of leaving Trexis so abruptly,” Grandfather said. “I’ve sent Orinn and his boys to the market.”
Amlinn pulled at the sack’s string to open it. The rich smell from the sticky mixture of oats and corn laced with molasses made her stomach grumble. It smelled good enough for her to eat, never mind horses. She took down the first of two nosebags hung on the side of the wagon and the wooden scoop that hung between them. Then she jammed the scoop into the feed sack with considerably more force than was really required. “I wish we didn’t have to buy anything from the market,” she muttered. “After what happened in Trexis . . . .” She pulled out the full scoop and dumped its contents into the nosebag. “We’re supposed to be ‘free’ folk. But we’re dependent on the cities for so many things. Even though they hate us.”
“You can’t blame all the Citydwellers for a few louts in Trexis,” grandfather said mildly. “And remember, we’ve got eight wagons full of trade goods from the north that we’ll be delivering into Primaxis tomorrow. The Citydwellers depend on us just as much as we depend on them.”
“They don’t seem to realize it.” Amlinn scooped out another helping of feed. The louts in Trexis had jumped a couple of Freefolk boys as they’d hurried out of the city at dusk and beaten them bloody. The City guards put a stop to it, and her grandfather protested strongly to the city authorities, but the general consensus among the Freefolk was that the city louts had probably been let off with little more than a warning.
“King Stobor realizes it,” Grandfather said. “The Priests of Vekrin realize it, though they don’t like it with us being ‘heretics’ and all. They hate the fact the Goddess’s gift of the Fence of Blue Fire protects us wherever we go, while they are bound to their clumsy godstones. But without us, they would not enjoy the wines of Pentaxis or the gems of Desmixis or a thousand other luxuries.” He smiled at Amlinn. “And without the cities, neither would we.”
Amlinn thought privately that the Goddess Arrica could have done a lot more to set her chosen people free than simply giving them a protective fence. That was its own kind of heretical thought, so she said nothing out loud. They might call themselves Freefolk, free to roam wherever they wanted in all the wide world, but in practice all they did was travel the length of Nevyana, from Primaxis in the south to Viandaxis, the northernmost city still inhabited.
The Freefolk camped outside the city walls, not inside them. They hunted and fished as they travelled, but their nomadic lifestyle did not lend itself to agriculture, so they had to buy food and wine and horse feed and a hundred other things from the cities. They were not nearly as free as they liked to think.
She recalled the Priest-Apprentices she’d just seen. Still, Freefolk were better off than those living inside the walls.
“You premiere your new dance tonight, do you not?” Grandfather asked. He probably thought he was changing the subject, but her dancing, though she loved it dearly, was another thing that tied them to the cities, and another thing the attack by the Trexis boys had cast in a new light. In addition to trade, the Freefolk’s other source of income was entertainment—jugglers and singers and fire-eaters and acrobats and instrumentalists and, yes, dancers. Amlinn’s mother had danced. Amlinn’s most precious memories of her mother—and she had very few memories at all—were of her leaping and twisting on the Show Tent stage to the music of the Sun Organ.
The better-received the entertainment, the more money the Citydwellers would give the Clan, and the more necessities and even luxuries the Clan could buy.
Amlinn loved to dance, loved the way music flowed through her body. But she also knew that the best way to ensure a good reception from the Citydwellers who came to the Freefolk show tent —mostly men—was to wear as little as possible. And so tonight when she danced the new dance she loved so much, she would do so half-naked, trying not to consider what the men in the audience would be thinking about as they watched her.
She knew grandfather would not object if she chose not to dance. She’d had to overcome his resistance in the first place. He had never liked the fact his daughter had danced, either. “I don’t like to think of men ogling you,” he had told Amlinn two years ago, when she had first broached the idea.
“Mom danced,” Amlinn argued. “I’ve watched other dancers. Who cares what the Citydwellers think? I want to dance like Mom. It helps me feel closer to her. It helps me remember her.”
Grandfather had hemmed and hawed but finally consented.
During her first two years as a dancer, Amlinn had performed many times in front of the Citydwellers. “Who cares what Citydwellers think?” proved to be a harder question than she originally thought. She’d been taught how to take care of herself. She could fight, and she always carried a knife when she wasn’t on stage, but if she found herself in the wrong place at the wrong time and a group of city “louts” caught her alone….
Those thoughts went through her mind in an instant. But all she said to Grandfather was, “Yes. It’s come together really well. I can’t wait for you to see it.”
“I can’t wait to see it either.” He gave her a small, crooked smile. “You’re looking more like your mother all the time, you know. I….” His voice trailed off. He cleared his throat. “I’d best go check on the fellows setting up the Show Tent. There might be some patching to do before tonight.” He glanced toward the city, where the market, so busy and full of life not long before, had already largely vanished. Only a few vendors still raced to collapse their stalls, load their carts, and hurry inside the city’s sheltering walls before nightfall. The sun had vanished early behind a rising wall of dark grey clouds. “Looks like it’s going to rain.” Grandfather headed off toward the centre of the camp.
Fifteen minutes later, with the horses seen to at last and the light fading, Amlinn sought out Samarrind.
As she crossed the camp, she glimpsed Grandfather by the Show Tent, carefully examining the canvas as men stood by. Before she reached the yellow-clad Wise Women who were beginning to set up the Fence, the tent started to rise, its bright colours dimmed by the darkening sky.
Samarrind, Wisest of the Wise Women of Arrica, shorter and slighter of build than Amlinn but white-haired with age, knelt in the dirt with her wagon-partner, Milla. Even Milla was twenty years Amlinn’s senior. Milla leaned back to wipe her brow, and gave Amlinn a friendly wave before continuing to scoop out a shallow depression. Then she picked up the Fence’s Keystone, resting at her side, and placed it in the depression. The complex twining shape of the copper-filled sigil carved into the black stone glinted dully in the gray light.
Samarrind slowly straightened her back, grimacing. “Daughter,” she greeted Amlinn. “How was your day?”
“Long. Boring,” Amlinn said.
Milla climbed to her feet, brushing the dirt from her hands, and helped Samarrind stand too. The Wisest looked down at the half-buried Keystone. “Very good.” Then she turned to survey the rest of the camp.
Other pairs of Wise Women worked on either side of them, about fifty steps in each direction. To their right, one of the women waved. A moment later, so did one to their left. Samarrind nodded. “The circle is complete. The lesser Fencestones are in place.” She glanced west toward the rain clouds that swept ever nearer. “The sun is almost down. Step aside, Milla, and I will activate the Keystone.”
Milla took three steps backward.
Though the gathering clouds were impenetrable to Amlinn’s vision, she knew that whether the sun was visible or not, Samarrind could tell to within a few seconds exactly when it would set each day.
“Almost time,” Samarrind murmured. She knelt, and from beneath her robes drew a rod about the length and diameter of Amlinn’s little finger and made of copper carved with delicate, intricate symbols. She closed her eyes. “Almost.”
Amlinn might have been imagining it, but it seemed to her that the gathering twilight darkened at the same instant that Samarrind touched the rod to the sigil of the Keystone.
With a crackle, the Fence sprang to life and a wall of glowing blue light surrounded the Freefolk camp. The hair on Amlinn’s head and arms stirred as though alive, and a sharp smell assaulted her nostrils. Some Freefolk claimed to hate it, but she loved that smell. It meant the Fence was working. It meant the Nightdwellers couldn’t get in.
It meant tonight, no children would lose their parents to the monsters of the forest as Amlinn had when she was four.
Twelve years ago, Amlinn had awakened to the terrifying sound of grown-ups screaming. Her parents had been just outside their wagon, enjoying wine and conversation with friends around the fire. Apparently the Nightdwellers had found a tree loosened by some recent storm and pushed it over. It crashed into the roof of one of the wagons, forming a ramp and opening a gap in the top of the Fence. Even as the tree burst into flames from Blue Fire, the Nightdwellers had raced up and over it, taking the Freefolk by surprise.
Everyone around the fire had died horribly, five men and four women torn limb from limb. Four children besides Amlinn were orphaned in that moment. Not far away, three other women had died trying to protect their children, to no avail. Three boys and two girls, all under the age of seven, had likewise perished. The Nightdwellers, four furred, screaming beasts, were slain with crossbows and their bodies flung unceremoniously over the Fence as a warning to their fellows in the forest, but far, far too late.
Except for the screaming, Amlinn’s only other memory of that night was Samarrind kneeling beside her, wiping her tears, and giving her Sisspeth, the small rag doll she’d kept in her bed ever since. The Wisest had picked her up and told her to close her eyes. Then she swiftly carried Amlinn away from the wagon that had been her home and to her own wagon, which became Amlinn’s new home.
Now, with the Fence glowing blue, Amlinn moved forward and held out her hand to the woman who had been the nearest thing she had had to a mother for most of her life. Samarrind took it with a small smile and let Amlinn help her to her feet. She squeezed Amlinn’s fingers. Amlinn squeezed back before letting go and turning away to look toward the centre of the camp. Her throat constricted strangely, and she seemed to have something in her eyes. Dust, perhaps, from the rising wind that was beginning to whip the flags atop the show tent. “The East Gate will re-open in a couple of hours,” Amlinn said, her voice rough. “The Citydwellers will descend upon us.”
“I know,” Samarrind said. “They will come to watch you dance.”
Amlinn heard the disapproval in Samarrind’s voice. It wasn’t what she needed to hear right then. “Will you?” she asked, not looking at the Wisest. her voice dropped to a whisper. “Please?”
“Why does it matter to you?” Samarrind said softly.
Amlinn turned to face her again. “Because I don’t dance for the Citydwellers,” she said fiercely. “I dance for myself. I dance…I dance for….” Her throat tried to squeeze shut on her words. “I dance for my parents, for Mom. The applause of the Citydwellers means nothing. But….” But if you would applaud, it would mean everything, she wanted to say. The words would not emerge.
Samarrind’s dark eyes studied her face. “You know I disapprove,” she said at last.
“I know.” Amlinn said. She tried a small smile. “But truthfully, Samarrind, making me a Wise Woman would have been a very un-Wise thing to do.”
“On the contrary, I think you would have made a fine Wise Woman,” Samarrind said. “You showed great aptitude for learning our lore. You’re bright and self-assured.” She cocked her head to one side and smiled a little. “It’s still not too late.”
Amlinn shook her head. “I dance, Samarrind. I’m learning to sing. I’m even writing music. It’s what I really love. I appreciate what you do, what all the Wise Women do, and of course I love Arrica, but it’s not the life for me.”
“Ah, well,” Samarrind said. “You’re still young. I will not give up hope yet.” She gave Amlinn’s face another searching look. She sighed and gazed past Amlinn to the show tent, blinking as if some speck of dust had landed in her eye too. “I wish I could watch you dance, Amlinn. For you, I wish so much I could. But I cannot.” She took a deep breath and once again met Amlinn’s gaze, her face framed by the blue glimmer of the Fence. “I have spoken out against this undignified practice of entertaining the Citydwellers, the Vekrin-followers, too often to make an exception. Even for you. And to listen to the Citydwellers’ lewd comments as you dance…no. I cannot, Amlinn.”
Amlinn looked away, staring at the ground. “I’m sorry for asking,” she said in a small voice.
“No,” Samarrind said. Her hand touched Amlinn under the chin and lifted her head. “No, do not be sorry, child. Dance as you have never danced before. Dance for your mother. Dance for yourself. Ignore the Citydwellers and their catcalls. And sometime,” she smiled, “sometime, when we are far away from every city, dance for me. I would like that very much.”
Amlinn’s heart lifted. “So would I,” she breathed. “So would I.” She threw her arms around Samarrind. The Wisest’s small frame felt almost child-like in her embrace. “Thank you,” she whispered. Then a bell rang in the centre of the camp and Amlinn pulled back, clearing her throat. “Dinner. I’ll talk to you later, and tell you how it went.”
“Please.” Samarrind nodded.
With a half-smile and a wave at the watching Milla, Amlinn turned and headed toward the fires blazing at the heart of the camp. As twilight deepened, the big tent glowed like a jewel from the Sparkglobes within. A few tentative notes rose from the Sun Organ; Annjia, preparing for the evening’s program.
Amlinn looked west through the blue shimmer of the Fence to the walls of City Primaxis, little more than shadows in the vanishing light. Soon the City guards would re-open the East Gate, which like the Great Gate closed at sunset. Crowds would stream toward the Freefolk camp to sample exotic foods from the stalls being erected near the show tent, to buy goblets of exotic wines from the cities of the north, to buy broaches and earrings and scarves and a hundred other trinkets unavailable anywhere else, and, of course, to watch the musicians, jugglers, fire-eaters—and dancers.
To watch me, Amlinn thought. She grinned and hurried toward her dinner.